Brokenness

Brokenness is something that I always pray for. the reason for that is because the times that I'm broken are the times when I rely on God the most. I know that I need Jesus all the time, but I lean on Him when I'm in times of trouble, and I feel safe in him. For the past 2 weeks I've been at LiFT camp playing music, and it's been the best 2 weeks of summer in my life. I'm learning so much about leaning on God in all times, and about how much God truly loves me, even when I don't love myself, or when I feel inadequate.

that's another thing I've been struggling with, feeling like I'm not worth anything, and that I don't deserve all the things I've been given... I've been given so much and I don't feel like I'm entitled to any of it. but I'm always reminded that God has blessed me with what I have for a reason, and he's placed me where I am for a reason, and He will continue to love me and give me what I need as long as I keep Him my nunber one focus and desire.

It's so incredible to have someone there for me whenever I need someone to talk to, or someone to help me with my problems. I know that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me, and it makes me feel good to know that the creator of the universe loves me :)